Life update

Just an update about life in general...It could not be any better then it is right now, well ok, it could, if all my children and grandchildren were here with me, but my sons are grown and living their lives and I've come to accept that. As long as they are happy, I'm happy. Spiritually things have progressed in a way I would have never dreamed possible, so many wonderful things are happening, and I couldn't be more pleased. My readings have turned into a full time career, as well as my healing sessions. My reading room is finished, and I'm loving it!! Making the changes in my life that I've made have proven to be the best thing that I could have ever done. The doors keep opening, and I plan to keep walking through..I am very thankful..For my life!

So much change

I haven't blogged in a couple of months, so I thought I would spend a few minutes doing that today. Life has been so busy, but a good busy. My life has changed in so many positive ways. Just when I thought it couldn't be any better, something happens and it gets even better. Taking care of my precious Grandson Austin for the past several months has been a major blessing in my life, one that I will carry with me forever. I am working with a few people on missing cold cases and it's the most fulfilling work I've ever done. I'm also working as a full time Psychic/Medium and Healer now, and getting paid to do what I love. A year ago, I would have never Imagined my life would be where it is today. I never knew anyone could be this happy, or feel this at peace.
I've learned so much, and grown so much Spiritually, once I removed negativity from my life. A good friend once told me, if you want to move forward on your path, you have to be willing to close a few doors to situations that no longer serve a positive influence in your life, so that new doors can open. WOW was he ever right. Once I made positive choices in my life, doors started flying open for me. Is life perfect? No, but it's pretty dang awesome LOL Life will always have it's ups and downs, the energy vampires will always try to suck you dry, but with love in your heart, faith in the Universe, theirs nothing, I can't over come.
I am thankful every single day for my close friends and family that have encouraged and supported me through all the hard times, and continue to do so today. I think when you feel thankful for things you should say so, so that's what this blog is about. It's about being thankful for all the good and bad in my life, because if it weren't for both, I wouldn't have the amazing life I have now.

March 5th the hardest day of my life

On March 5th 2008, I held my Mom's left hand and cried so hard I could hardly breathe. At 11:48 PM my Mom took her last breath, as I held tightly to her hand I felt her life leaving her body. That was the hardest day of my life, and the most cherished. My Mother brought me into this world and held me, and I held her as she left this world. Life is full of cherished moments, and even though at the time, it seemed the end of my world, it was actually the beginning of a new, different world. I ache to hear her voice, but I know in my heart, she's happy, healthy and living a fulfilling life on the other side. Having that belief is what makes me work so hard as a Medium, to help others, like me, to have that connection to their loved ones that have passed. It's a gift like no other, and I feel so blessed that I get to share it, and bring happiness and closier to the lives of others. It's so true, the saying, when one door closes, another door opens...I love and miss you Mom, more then any words can say.
If you read this, all I can say is if your Mother has passed, know she IS around you, if she is still alive, cherish every moment and validate your love for her.
Namaste~

Using our Spiritual Gifts to help others

I was asked to help out in working on a missing womans case, from 6 years ago. I was excited, and nervous at the same time. But more then anything, I was overwhelmed with the feeling that I was helping someone. I may not find her, or any proof of her murder, but I know in my heart that she knows we are trying. After spending over 10 hours in our search yesterday, I left feeling like I was letting her down, but also feeling like this is just the start. I know I was given the gift of Mediumship to help others, I don't care about money, or status, or ego, it's about helping those that can't help themselves, and the family's that grieve for their loves ones that are missing. Even if we only find their bodies, or something of them, it can give the family some closier. This is by far the most emotional, heart wrenching, humbling, feeling I've felt in a very long time....I know I'm on my right path, doing for others, without expecting anything in return, that is what brings the biggest blessings of all.

A Great day with Great friends

Had an absolutely fantastic day. I met my friends Lisa, Pat and Donna for a late lunch, and we ended up talking and laughing for 5 hours LOL. It felt so nice to just sit and talk about nothing and everything. I am truly so blessed to have so many awesome friends in my life.

A day of reflection

As my beautiful Grandson sleeps, and I listen to his breathing, I reflect upon my life. Everything that has led up to "This" day, all the good and all the bad that has taken place, in order for "today" to be exactly as it is. Every detail of our lives is what makes us who we are right now, this very minute. All the trials, that I can now see have made me stronger, more determined to achieve the things I desire in this life, and I believe that my desires are manifesting one by one because I have not allowed, jealousy, ego, resentment or anger to play a part in my life. My desires have been to have all those dark qualities removed from my life, so that love, happiness, peace can dwell. I truly believe that I am being given these things, because they are the things that truly bring me closer to the divine. I'm not asking for money or fame or rewards, I'm asking for the things that really matter...I reflect on my life and I smile, because I "know" I'm exactly where I need to be in my life and it brings me peace. As I watch my little Angel sleeping, I feel so blessed, so loved, and completely content with my life. Doors have closed and doors have opened, I am thankful for ALL that has happened this past couple of years, I've learned from it, I've grown from it, I've moved on from it, and now, I get excited about every single door that opens and closes in my life, because when one closes, an even better one opens...Thank you Universe for allowing me to live this life, for all the challenges and experiences, it's made me the strong, determined woman I am today. Life is amazing, and I am loving every minute of it!!

Creating Joy in our lives

For the past few weeks, I've watched people go from Happy, to sad, to depressed, to angry, yes I know all these emotions are all part of being human, however, as I've watched the changes I notice so many get to Anger, and stay there. I watch each day, and I think ok any day now they will go back to happy, but it's not happening. It's like they stand at the unhappy window, and peek out the curtain every once in awhile and see a little happiness, and they quickly close the curtain. Why would anyone want to stay in an unhappy situation? I mean most people know that our happiness depends on our choices we make in life. Just because we choose to be happy, doesn't mean we're always happy, no one is. But, we have the power to change a bad day to a good one, that power is within each person. Part of the research I'm doing right now, is based on Happy verses unhappy and why we choose what we choose. I even had one person I talked to say, no one chooses to be unhappy. Don't they? Isn't just about everything in our lives a choice? I mean, no we can't choose if someone we love dies, or we can't choose if someone treats us unkind..But we can choose how we let it effect us and our lives. So, as I gather my research, I plan to share it here, and maybe together we can make more sense of these emotions, and why some choose to live an unhappy life and others choose to live in Joy....Feedback is appreciated.

I love my ME time

I had the house to myself this morning, so I made brownies and baked some bread, then I came into my room, lite a white candle and had some ME time. I got grounded, and I saged my room, then had a wonderful deep meditation...With each meditation I grow just that much closer to my guides and Angels, and receive so many wonderful messages for my spiritual growth. I am on the right path for me, life is amazing, and I know it's going to just get better and better.

Love wins everytime

One of the things I was warned about when i started my spiritual teachings was that I would be attacked, it wasn't a matter of IF, it was a matter of when. Those that linger in the darkness, seek out those that walk in the light and try everything within their power to knock the light workers off their paths. Why? Jealousy? Evilness? Who knows, but they dislike anyone who's lives are brighter and happier, because we are a reminder to them, of how sad and dark their lives are. Misery loves company I guess. Being attacked with words of hate, only effects us IF, and only IF we let it. I am, I AM a walker of the light, I remove darkness that enters my path, I don't let ugly people and their words effect my life....I have what I like to call a shield of love & light around me all the time, so whatever is thrown at it, bounces off and hits the person sending it 10 fold. When I have days like this (attack days) it's just a wonderful reminder of how wonderful my life is, and how blessed I am to have the friends I have, that love me and support me through good days and bad....So throw stones, and see for yourself how hard they hit coming back to you....Always believe in yourself, always walk in the light, and don't let anyone or anything, stop you from being who you are~Namaste

I feel more and more complete with each day

Just when you think life can't get any better, BAM it does. My middle son Jarrod and his wife Angie and my beautiful Grandson Austin have moved back to Texas. They just left here but I got to spend the most wonderful 2 hours with them. When I see Austin smile at me, it makes my heart so at peace and happy. Life has it's ups and downs that's just how life is, but oh the blessings far out weigh the downs. Theirs nothing more important then family and friends...And I am so very blessed with the very best of both. With each passing day, my life gets more and more complete. The people that are in my life right now, this very moment are the ones that are meant to be here, and I am thankful everyday I wake up that the Universe has seen fit to bring the most amazing people and things to my life...I am so very blessed.

I deleted one of my blogs

I just finished doing my weekly healing circle, and I was so overwhelmed with peace and positive energy, that I decided to delete my blog about someone attacking my friends blog. That person knows who they are, and they know with every action is a reaction, it's not my place to remind them of that. I was hurt for my friend, but my friend is an amazingly strong woman who doesn't let things like that get to her, she simply removes the person from her life, and moves on. She inspires me to be a better person, and for that reason, I removed the blog.
I work very hard to keep peace, love and positive energy around me, and I guess I just had a weak moment and let a little darkness in. But I have removed that darkness, and only light remains. Love & Blessings to any and all that read this.

It felt like Christmas morning

A box arrived for me today from my spirit sister Georgann, as I opened it, I first saw a Tarot/Oracle card bag, with Navy blue and Gold and it looks like the sea,and a beautiful double dolphin pin on it,  and in the bag was a mint tin and inside was a travel size alter kit, just so sweet, I cried. And as I looked farther their were two small handmade box's and in them were beautiful moon stone earrings and an bracelet with an owl, to match, and in the other box was a beautiful pair of green beaded and copper earrings. And then their was the most adorable apron made out of a pair of jeans, again I cried, not just because the items were so wonderful, but the energy of each thing I touched, was so overwhelming it took my breath away. I will add pic's of each thing when I get home tonight...I am so very blessed with the most amazing friends, that I love and treasure, and are not just my friends, but my family...Thank you G for being the most amazing spirit sister a girl could have..I love you!
PS...And I forgot to mention that this treasure I call my spirit sister is a Stitch Witch, and she will be on my show Metaphysically Speaking this friday evening at 7PM EST  at http://www.para-x.com/ so come listen to an amazing woman, talk about her wonderful gift!

A cozy day at home..Doing what I love

What a perfect Sunday, I awoke to a cup of hot coffee on my nightstand, and a husband asking what I was going to bake him today Hahaha. He's getting spoiled but he's so worth it. So today was about baking, reading, house work, and meditation, not in that order LOL. But just an over all perfect day. Got another order for a Pendulum, so I will be making that tomorrow. Tonight I have 2 readings booked, then it's in my PJ's and relaxing with my sweetie...Talked to my daughter in law, and they are getting things packed and ready for the move..I can't wait to see them and hold my sweet grandson...This blogging thing is fun, it's like an online journal. Happy Sunday all and I wish you a great week ahead.

Had the most amazing day

Meatloaf and baked potatoes in the oven, Brussel sprouts steaming, soft music playing. Work was great today, and life is flowing beautifully. Have a reading to do tonight, and I feel so very blessed to be able to help others. "They" say you KNOW when you have found your calling in life, because every thing falls into place as it should. Well, I KNOW I have found my callings in life, and I am excited about it all. So many doors have opened, and so many blessings have poured into my life. Each day I awake is a new adventure and the opportunity to learn something new. The projects that I am working on are coming together nicely and it stirs so much excitement in me, I'm feeling like a child on Christmas morning. I am so very thankful for a husband that supports me in everything I do, and friends that love and support me....I am feeling 2011 is going to be a very exciting and rewarding year.

The Law of Attraction

In my 48 years on this earth I've had so many life lessons, all I am proud to say I learned something important from. The one big lesson I've learned is The law of attraction. Light attracts light and dark attracts dark. Positive people, attract positive people, and negative people attract negative, and so on. Does that mean that if your a positive person that dark won't enter? NO, dark always has a way to seep in like a fungus, but it's up to each of us to clean up that mold before it keeps growing and growing to the point of making us sick. It's impossible to always be around good, happy uplifting situations, after all that's life, it's going to have ups and downs and dark and light....But it's where you find yourself standing the majority of the time that can effect your life. Everything we come across in life is a choice. We choose where we work, who we associate with, our thoughts, our actions, everything is OUR choice...Just keep in mind, that what you choose is what you will get back in return...What you send out is what you get back. That's why I choose , I CHOOSE to be positive even if I don't feel so positive, I choose to send that energy out, because I KNOW, I will get it back....Once we realize our choices are what makes US as human beings, our choices determine if we have a happy or sad life. Everything is a choice and no one can make that choice for you. If you send out ugliness to the Universe, don't expect anything less in return to you.....Love attracts love..Hate attracts hate......I choose love.

Some very exciting news

Well I got some very exciting news, but must keep it to myself for a little while longer, just in case it falls through. But I can say as of right now, I am floating on cloud nine, and have nothing but excitement running through my veins. So stayed tuned....Hopefully "THE"  exciting news coming soon!!

OK, so here is my exciting news, well exciting for me anyway. My son Jarrod and his wife Angie and my precious grandson Austin are moving back to Texas in 2 weeks..Woohooo so you KNOW I am one happy Nanny. I'm also going to go to Part time at the store and stay home and babysit my Grandson, and grow a garden and work on my projects...I am so blessed beyond words..Thank you Universe!!!!

A new Avon Lady and just a wonderful day

Well today I became an Avon lady, I've always liked it and even sold it at several different times in my life. And I was compelled to again, so another adventure starts in my life. I had lunch with my sweet friend Tammy, and got caught up on what's going on with each other. And as I sat there just chit chatting, it dawned on me what a wonderful life I have and how blessed I am to have the best people in my life. How lucky I am to have girlfriends to laugh with, and act silly with, to vent to and when we part have them hug you and say I love you and really mean it. I caught myself smiling on the drive home, just thinking about what a wonderful day I had and look so forward to the next time we get together. I am really learning to slow down in life, and appreciate the many many blessings that are given me each and every day. That feeling of contentment and peace is like no other, and I'm thankful for it. So here's to new adventures, good friends, and the most amazing day.

A Winter's day in the kitchen

As much as I can't wait to dig in the soil, I must admit I am enjoying my Winter this year. I've been creating yummy delights in the kitchen, and enjoying the look on my hubby's face when he takes that first bite, It's like watching a child eating ice cream for the first time, just so cute. Creating inside or outside is so good for the soul. So instead of whinning about not being able to get outdoors and dig in the garden, why not stay in where it's warm and cozy and dig into your recipe box? For those that know me, know I love to cook, it's apart of who I am, and it allows me to be creative. Today's creations were Sour Dough Bread and German Chocolate cake from scratch...So let the temps drop, let the snow fall, I am loving my inside time with my man, and cookbooks.

A friend just reminded me of Springtime

My sweet friend Geordannah made a beautiful pair of Earthy green earrings that reminded her of fresh Basil, and her thoughts made me feel almost giddy with excitement that Spring and planting season is just around the corner. I am making planters for my herb garden, and each will be painted a fun, brilliant color, and I will have Basil, and Sage, and Rosemary, and thyme, and dill and Parsley and lavender, and anything else I can find. Like my friend, my soul is yearning to feel the earth between my fingers, and to smell all the different smells of the herbs. It was a good reminder for me, that it isn't the big things that matter, it's the small ones that make your soul feel alive.

As the New Year begins

Well we are in the first phase of the new year of 2011, and as I reflect back to 2010, I am so very grateful for ALL the happenings that accured in my life. All the what I like to call life lessons, that made me even stronger and more determined then ever before, to make my life count for something wonderful. Through the mid & latter part of 2010 I discovered so many things about myself,and so many doors closed, and so many more wonderful ones opened. By Sept I knew exactly what I wanted to do with my life and what I wanted to let go off that was no longer a positive force in my life, and once I knew, I mean really knew, my life lite up like a beautiful Christmas tree, with so many wonderful gifts. I have many many plans for 2011, I have wonderful people in my life standing strong with me that love me and believe in me as much as I love & believe in them, together we will walk hand in hand together and make magical things happen in 2011..Life is a blessing, cherish it, your family and friends are your treasures, value them. And do something even if it's a small thing, do something everyday to make your 2011 the most amazing year of your life.

Be true to yourself

No two people are the same, we all know that, yet we tend to try to be like someone else. We envy other peoples lives that we forget who we are. Before anyone can find true happiness and peace, we must first learn to love ourselves, and be true to who we are. We can admire others for their gifts and talents, but trying to be like them is a huge waste of precious energy. Your unique and beautiful, now it's time you learn to believe it. A friend of mine once told me those exact words, but at first I didn't believe them. But now I know the real me, the person that wears her heart on her sleeve, the person that loves until she can't love anymore, the one that cries when she is hurt. I KNOW who I am, I love the woman I have become, and I know wonderful, wonderful things lie ahead...Life has it's ups and downs, we will be hurt by others, we will be loved by others, and in the end, the people that will be standing by your side, are the same ones that believed in you, even when you didn't believe in yourself, those are your precious treasures, those are the Angels that were sent to you to walk through this life. They love you when your happy, or sad, or angry or hurt, they love you for YOU, so be true to yourself, and never let anyone take your light from you.

When we stop dwelling on the past

After browsing some blogs this morning, my stomach was literally sick from all the bashing and drama, from people with miserable lives. These same people claim that they are good, loving people, yet they couldn't blog about anything but negativity. It's sad and scary that they feel that pointing out other's flaws makes them look better in other's eyes. Little do they know that it only makes them look like hurtful, dark souls. When we stop dwelling on the past, new doors open, and lights come on, and the air is clear, and you KNOW, you KNOW in your heart, that you are on the right path.
My blogs will NOT be about bashing other people, they will not reflect or radiate negativity, because that's simply not the type of person I am. I am not here in this earth to prove myself to anyone. The only person, I have to prove myself to, is ME. If you don't like me or respect me, then please, please, please don't read my blogs.